The weights have been lifted
But the feeling is not gone
So I try, oh I'd die without this cure
The one I take for granted
Is the one that gets me undone
I want to seize my days at last
But my past it pulls me back
So I stray from my new ways
And sail off in the distance
What can I say?
What if you miss the days?
When I played and gave it away
I made a mistake
The time is now and then
I pretend like I give in, remission
To all these petty lies
So I cry and I say goodbye
'Cause it's mine
My way of playing this game
I'm ashamed
If I say that I want this truth
Can I prove it?
I gave this blood for myself
I don't wanna lose it
And what if I say, what if I say
I don't know who's gonna use it?
What if I don't care, what if I don't care
What if I don't care? And I just share
It's not my name
Or what it is I have made
It's the train of thoughts
I need to perpetrate
The campaign cannot wait
I must run today
Or we may fray
And fade away
What if you miss the days?