A mental diary, 18th of August, 2020
I'm f*cking, just done, man
If there wasn't people f*cking nearby
I could start greetin', easy
There's tears right there man, ready to go
I'm sitting in the Midland's sky praying for a change
My teardrops keep on falling just like the pouring rain
I didn't know it then but I was in my darkest days
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away
Singing oh, hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards will go away
Singing oh, hallelujah
Thank god I knew when life gets hard
I wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing oh, hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay
My mind is like a wrecking ball, destruction in its wake
I've been working fourteen hours for just as many days
My brother sees my crying, but it's not that kind of pain
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away
Singing oh, hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards will go away
Singing oh, hallelujah
Thank god I knew when life gets hard
I wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing oh, hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay
I just, life man
What the f*ck?
I feel just mentally and emotionally drained to f*ck
The whole thing is taking it's toll
Singing oh, hallelujah
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards will go away
Singing oh, hallelujah
Thank god I knew when life gets hard
I wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing oh, hallelujah, it's okay
It's all gonna be okay