You're slipping away
Holding back feelings
Cant be very good for you
You've got this life to live and choose
Everything
What you want and what it wants from you
It's a dream killer
And it's coming after you
So keep your head
It seems like everybody's
Begging, Cheating, Cold hearted stealing
Every little thing that you never did have
And your never gonna blame yourself
For the tragedies thats been haunting me
For the sick dreams, coldblooded feeling
Man, I'm freezing from my head to my toes
While I'm watching you compose
I see a little man that doesn't have that much money
But he seems happier than everyone else around him
Oh, he is rich with the funnies
And I don't know why but I can't stop complaining
I guess its not the way
I wanted it to be
With a petty degree and a six figure salary
I have never been one to hurt
But the hurt seems to be the enemy
Oh, the hunger for what I never had
It is eating me alive
Why am I so jealous
Like I will never be happy
If I stab him in the back is he going to come get me
Oh, I hope I don't burn in hell
Oh well
Its just a petty game
That will never end in the way
I wanted
Its pointless
To cry all the time
When you're the one that made the mistakes
I hold back
Every chance I have
To get over the way that I feel
Every day its a shame
That I'm not as happy as I seem
Never was, never will be
But thats okay with me
I'll be fine
I'll just hold onto everything
Hope that I don't explode all over myself
And end it forever
I pray for the weak ones
I hope that they don't fall hard
I hope they know there is no escape
You're stuck like this forever
You will never change.
No matter how hard you try
You will never escape