Nell B. - Away (feat. Yung Shiva) Lyrics

It's deep inside of me
The lie is a part of me
That space that you occupied
The darkness that tried to hide
Still I'm not trying to see you
Running away from me
Selfish security of
You coming back to me, love
It's such a scary thing
It's taking hold of me

Will I survive
Gotta try, try
I don't wanna fight, fight, fight
Too weak to fight, fight, fight
Kiss goodnight

When I close my eyes
Try not to close my eyes
I been fighting the fight
I been fighting these demons
I've been chasing them away
Trying to stop them
Pushing them away
Away, away
I close my eyes
Try not to close my eyes
I've been fighting the fight
I been fighting these demons
I been chasing them away
Trying to stop them
Chasing them away
Away, away

I think I heard it in my dream
It woke me from my sleep
I think you're angry for nothin'
I didn't wanna share those things
When its all I think about
When the lights go out
Wish you were all I think about, now

The way I wake up in the middle of the night, yeah
No melatonin
Stayed up all night to write
And left my diary open
Open, yeah
Open, yeah

You not the same girl
You in another world
You keep on pushin'
I keep on comin'
I keep on chasing'
You push back to my forward motion
Got me reversin'
Break up rehearsin'
Got me referrin' in third person
It's a long way to a woman's peace of mind
It's what I'm tryin' to find
Lord knows why
Why I get so high
Why I even try
Why I tell these lies
Why I compromise what's inside
Let that song cry
Take that long drive
Screenshots memories to my hard drive
I done seen things
That'll make your jaw drop
Let your soul cry