When they ask me how I'm doing I. I
I just say I'm doing fine
But they don't know what I'm going thru. Oooo
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind
Okay. You'll never know what the next person is thinking
You can be up one minute and the next sinking
So therefore before you judge or point ya finger
You better realize you'll be judged by the same angle
Ion know it all but lately I been thinking
So many thoughts on my head and some are dangerous
Living in evolving world that's forever changing
Learning to stop worrying bout things when I can't change it
Thinking bout this world that my kids gotta grow up in
Trying to escape the reality that I'm stuck in
Gotta testify I refuse to keep the hurt in
It started getting better but then it started to worsen
Dealing with the fact me and wife done separated
Divorce or stay the course it's getting harder to separate it
I'm tryna keep da faith but I'm starting to get weary
You don't know da half what I been through I'm getting teary. Pray for me
When they ask me how I'm doing I. I
I just say I'm doing fine
But they don't know what I'm going thru. Oooo
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind
Now days I just stay to myself ion do too much
Showed a nigga my heart he became da opps and den he knew too much
I smashed her and he smashed we don't know if she with you or us
She f*cking on da opps damn we don't know who to trust
And nigga dats a cue to us
My niggaz told me you been dropping bishop off the roof
This ain't nun new nigga you Q to us
Like they forgot the facts Raheem got killed
Or they forgot what almost happened to Steel
I still waking up outta my sleep heavily sweating with chills
Can start my own magazine I got issues for real
I got nigga up the road that say it is what it is
They don't know that ery day I'm hope for some appeals
On everythang this shit real but every day it get realer
How you look for a trill and end up stuck in a thriller
No horror movie but the gory to it is similar
You still alive you seem to survive but the shit you survived is killing ya
When they ask me how I'm doing I. I
I just say I'm doing fine
But they don't know what I'm going thru. Oooo
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind
They don't know what's on my mind