Nicholas Bernardi - If I Love Myself Lyrics

Roll up to the party in my Double '0 Buick
Social anxiety, gotta break through it
Doubling down on this bottle of jack
Ain't got the time gotta pick up the slack
Hit it hard, it's the expectation
Words are kinda slurry from this liquid sedation
Pounding these beers like the cool kids right
And the more we drink, we'll have a good night
I could be fulfilled if these people would love me
If I drink so much, maybe I could be funny
I could maybe talk to a pretty girl too
But I'm pretty sure that my night is through
Oooohh
Why don't you love me
I can't remember
If I love myself
I'll mask this pain, yeah, I've done it before
With mass consumption, just take on some more
Then I'll hate myself for the things that I've done
But the weekend is here, time to turn up the fun
Ignore these problems and push them away
Cuz it's better deal with them on some other day
But that day never comes, cuz I will not let it
Plus its not so bad, so just forget it
Letting it fester and letting it grow
And if I make 'em laugh then these people wont know
That I'm running and hiding just not to feel the pain
But it's dragging me slowly until I will break
Oooohh
Why don't you love me
I can't remember
If I love myself
I'll play it safe, I won't take any chances
If your standing still, Your life never enhances
So I will just bend, until these habits break
Maybe they'll love me for something I make
Just stick to the path, yeah, the one I was told
And if I don't adjust, maybe I can grow old
But aging and growing are 2 different things
And the wiser you get the more you can see=
I see it clearly, no I am not perfect
I'm guilty of flaws, that is my verdict
Just put down my guard and give it some more time
I could find love in this paradigm
Oooohh
Why don't you love me
I can't remember
If I love myself