Nick Caldwell - Hurt Myself Lyrics

Fine yeah I admit that I kinda messed up
Shawty told me I should really sober up
I been drinking way to goddamn much
I been getting high so I can't feel your touch
I close me eyes and your there in dreams
It feels so real but it's not what it seems
I can still smell you all on my sheets
I can still hear your voice in my dreams

And it haunts me cause I feel you there
But it's nothing but the cold cold air
Go and break my heart if you dare
I'm already sad so just don't care

I feel regret and feel your pain
And I hate this world cause it happens again
Lost my mind and I hurt my brain
Falling for your lies over over again

I'm a young, dumb kid who falls to hard
They told me I should never let it go this far
I get hurt more times than I care to tell
It's funny how love never turns out well

I hate how I always hurt myself
I'm not in control of how bad it felt
Try to move on but the damage is dealt
Hate how I always hurt myself

This aint a fairytale where they come true
I lost myself loving you

Fine yeah I admit that I kinda messed up
Shawty told me I should really sober up
I been drinking way to goddamn much
I been getting high so I can't feel your touch
I close me eyes and your there in dreams
It feels so real but it's not what it seems
I can still smell you all on my sheets
I can still hear your voice in my dreams

Sitting in my room going over and over
Yeah I need some closure
This feeling is torture
She told me it's over if I can't keep her closer
I can't keep her closer
I can't keep her closer

I'm scared of love
I couldn't put you above

I'm trying my best to forget you
Im trying my best to erase you

I remember when we used look up at the stars
Or the times that we killed time counting cars
You were my everything now it's weird cause your gone
I'm doing my best but f*ck moving on

I hate how I always hurt myself
I'm not in control of how bad it felt
Try to move on but the damage is dealt
Hate how I always hurt myself

This aint a fairytale where they come true
I lost myself loving you

Fine yeah I admit that I kinda messed up
Shawty told me I should really sober up
I been drinking way to goddamn much
I been getting high so I can't feel your touch
I close me eyes and your there in dreams
It feels so real but it's not what it seems
I can still smell you all on my sheets
I can still hear your voice in my dreams