Nico - bodies of flowers Lyrics

I dont wanna feel
I just wanna feel
Outside my body
Its like a way to tell the gods
That i will never ever grow so tall
Like everybody and their mamas world
Its like im bleeding for everyone
Like im drowning in my blood
Were i decide where sink or swim
Where the heavens were i used to know
Where im from doesnt matter were goddess sun
As i try to deny my high
All the energy in my heart
All the beauty in my eyes will never devour
No other human being
Im a flower that will never bloom
In the darkest hour where the light is new
I will never show up, whats my move?
Everybody will notice that im alone
I wanna feel
I dont wanna feel
Its like the energy is priceless
Never looked at my highest
Never knew what i know
How much
I wanna to feel
And live outside my body
And never ever see clearly
I just wanna feel
And outside my body
As my ghost that floats around you
Im a flower that will never bloom
In the darkest hour where the light is new
I will never show up, whats my move?
Everybody will notice that im alone
(I wanna feel
I dont wanna feel
Its like the energy is priceless
Never looked at my highest
Never knew what i know)
(I wanna feel
I dont wanna feel
And live outside my body
And never see clearly)
I know
I know
I know
(Im a flower that will never bloom
In the darkest hour where the light is new
I will never show up, whats my move?
Everybody will notice that im alone)