Pain and mixing drugs it's been hard for me to slow down
Don't know what she thinking guess I'll never get to know now
Lonely how I'm feeling in the room when they all still around
Show love when I'm smiling but don't give a f*ck when with a frown
They wanna see me at my worst sometimes gifts they could be cursed
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve
Now I stack it put it first I can't go back no reverse
Pour my thoughts out every verse know them serpents they gon lurk
Just just lighting I'm gon burst what she did it hurt the worse
Still I can't trip about some some shit that never left me in a hearse
Pain and mixing drugs it's been hard for me to slow down
Don't know what she thinking guess I'll never get to know now
Lonely how I'm feeling in the room when they all still around
Show love when I'm smiling but don't give a f*ck when with a frown
They wanna see me at my worst sometimes gifts they could be cursed
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve
She got attitude high like this my latitude
She wanna have some fun I told her drop down show some Gratitude
Money isn't everything I only care about the view
& the whip im buying so I can push it just straight to you
Know I got blurry vision in this life you got decisions
Voices in my head they talking back like why you even visit
Faking like you want me you I can't trust it that's my intuition
Using all these substances cus ones that close don't really listen
Pain and mixing drugs it's been hard for me to slow down
Don't know what she thinking guess I'll never get to know now
Lonely how I'm feeling in the room when they all still around
Show love when I'm smiling but don't give a f*ck when with a frown
They wanna see me at my worst sometimes gifts they could be cursed
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve
Left my feelings on the curb give my heart they don't deserve