Staring at the ceiling in the AM
Doubt creeping in like an old best friend
All of these thoughts running through my head
Thinking bout things that I should've said
Thinking bout what I could've done
Thinking bout how I would've won
If I had faith in myself
Didn't put my dreams on the shelf
And I'm grateful for the life I live
I just know there's more that I have to give
There's so much more that I have to see
There's someone that I have to be
Scrolling through my phone in the PM
Wishing that I somehow could be them
Not for the looks and not for the game
But for the whole world to know my name
Thinking bout what I could've done
Thinking bout how I would've won
If I tried a little more
If I knocked on more doors
And I'm grateful for the life I live
I just know there's more that I have to give
There's so much more that I have to see
There's someone that I have to be
I'm sorry that I gave up on our dream
It was too much at the time, you see
This time I'm back relentlessly
I promise you we're on the same team
And I'm grateful for the life I live
I just know there's more that I have to give
There's so much more that I have to see
There's someone that I have to be
