Never Ending Fall Video (MV)

It feels like as long as I exist
I'll never be able to run away from this
So what's the point of even trying
If I always end back here while trying to fight it?
It took me so long to finally get here
I finally felt like I was healed
So why am I back on this bathroom floor
Not being able to recognize me anymore?
It's a never-ending fall
A never-ending fall
It's November 31
All alone in bed
Messages and mail unread
All up in my head
Life was right where I wanted it to be
That's where I was yesterday mentally
I thought it'd last longer than this
But now I'm back to where I started
It's a never-ending fall
A never-ending fall
Panic attack
The voices are back
Future looking black
I eat feel like trash
I keep it all masked
Anxiety's back
The anxiety's back
It's back to attack
Baggage can't unpack
My soul is detached
Waiting for the crash
Life's gone in a flash
When will I come back?
It feels like as long as I exist
I'll never be able to run away from this