NightGTA - The Final Song Lyrics

Intro:
(When he falls from a high-rise, the 50th floor,
He repeats to himself, to calm his core:
"So far, so good, so far, so fine,
So far, so good, I'll be just fine."
But it's not the fall that we should fear,
It's the landing that's drawing near.)


This will be my final song,
One last time, I write what's wrong.
I've felt so much pain inside,
Thought I could take it, but I lied.
I told myself so many things,
They say to die is selfish thinking.
But I never felt my life was key,
Tell me, how's death selfish to me?
I lived for others, not for me,
Told myself each day, "I'll be free."
How can I believe in God's care,
When every friend I need's not there?
I gave my heart and all my trust,
Only to find that leaving cuts.
This time I'm down, I won't rise again,
You've got shards? I've ruins of pain.
I fought more than the rest can claim,
But I've no strength left, just admit my shame.
I don't want to live this way no more,
Maybe it's time to head for the door.
Maybe now, it seems so light,
Just one step, to end this fight.

Outro:
(Well, I've jumped, seems death's my fate,
Now it's quiet, but it feels so late.
I feel so empty, tell me true,
What's left to do? What do I do?
I see no roads, my heart feels bare,
Miss my mom, every step's a snare.
I thought that being alone was bad,
But in death, it's lonelier than I had.)