Talking to Myself Video (MV)

Talking To Myself
It feels like, I'm
Talking to myself
I'm just bad at explaining
I don't know how to say it
I'm tired of
Talking to myself
Can anyone hear me
Is there anyone else
It seems of the unknown we're scared
Sensationalizing fear
Unwilling to face failure
So we never persevere
Cause that
Fear of failing
Holds most back from ever trying
Lacking confidence
They're insecure
So trying's terrifying
I had my heartbroken
Never wanna feel that again
So I built these walls up to prevent it from ever happening
Try to breach em go ahead and try to breach em
I'll blatantly disrespect you and the truth is there's reason
Cause im scared
Of letting you get too close to me
And hurting you is easier then sifting through my own debris
My shit don't stink it smells like potpourri you smell it too
That's another funny thing
We as humans do
Overcompensating for what we feel we're really lacking
When the truth is for others
Most lack compassion
So while we're at it f*ck it hit that button start the war
We're already dead over shit that wasn't worth dying for
It feels like, I'm
Talking to myself
I'm just bad at explaining
I don't know how to say it
I'm tired of
Talking to myself
Can anyone hear me
Is there anyone else
I'm talking to myself
Can anyone hear me
Is there anyone else
While most of ya'll prey for desires
I'm preying for the need
To see the sun rise again
Another day to breathe
But that's selfish of me I guess cause according to gods plan
When it's time to go it's time to go
Who am I change it
Conflicting with interest
Of the almighty's greatest
While I play devils advocate though most of ya'll ain't having it
Selling the poor faith
While the rich are giving thanks
Hungry hoping for breakfast while the well fed eat a steak
All I ask is that you think
Think for just a minute
Cause most of ya'll are followers unwilling to admit it
And its people like me
That seem to be
Told their f*cking crazy
Cause I'd rather die trying to live than trying to live safely
I look at some of my friends and I can see it on their on faces
Their dreams and aspirations gone
Whole lives wasted
It's heartbreaking
And I'm sorry I'm not sorry
I took my life for real
While ya'll mistook it for a party
It feels like I'm
Talking to myself
I'm just bad at explaining
I don't know how to say it
I'm tired of
Talking to myself
Can anyone hear me
Is there anyone else
I'm talking to myself
Can anyone hear me
Is there anyone else
Is there anyone else
Is there anyone else