I feel myself tossing and turning
Like the waves of the sea
And I hate this feeling like I'm sinking
When the water's only three feet deep
How did it come to this?
I had years of practicing
It's not like I'm smarter than I was before
But decision
After decision
It starts to wear on you
And the secrets
You keep hidden
Tear yourself in two
But I
I know you're right by me
It isn't hard to see
But I close my eyes
And you
You're the reason that I breathe
I know you're everything
But I can't find you
I feel the world clawing at me now
Trying to pull me down
And I hate that I'm falling
But I can't keep crawling
I gotta find my way out
