No - Dark Place Lyrics

I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on
I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on

You remember them days, when everything was alright
Everybody copping Air Force 1s, them all whites
That was middle school before I was f*ckin and still a virgin Clowning in every class
I wasnt concerned with learning
That feeling that I be yearning as a grown adult man
Finish my childhood it's like I never got the chance
It wasn't in my plan it's just the hand that i was delt, see
Mommy on disability, so mommy needed help
It's drugs on the shelf, couple burners in the backyard
Gotta keep myself safe, niggas like to act hard
Ambitions of a trap star, matter fact a rap star
Junkies like to rock to my shit, they say i rap hard
But what they don't see is when I look into the mirror
Pain running down my face with no way for me to cheer up
Think about my daughter as my eyes begin to tear up
Praying to the one and only thing that I'm in fear of - the most high

I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on
I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on

You remember them days, when everything was all good
Cadillacs with the dashboard sitting on wood
Redbones in the back seat, take em to the hood
You know what happened next, I don't explain what's understood
Smoking on this good when everything is going bad
It be messing with my mental so I only take a drag
Take a puff and then I pass as I think about some bullshit
Baby mama bitchin got me trippin' bout lose it
F*ck it keep it cool just, focus on this music
They know we bout to blow my nigga Zo just got the fuse lit
Screw all of these witches yo I'm f*ckin up they broom sticks
Talking all this bae shit, shorty you a nuisance
(Swerve) vroom vroom bitch you got me on my page
Last chick that said she love me tried to lock me in a cage
That's why u see me stressing, shots of vodka take it straight
Use it as my escape, sing it if you can relate

I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on
I've been sitting in a dark place, for too long
Evil lurking makes my heart race, it's too strong
Even when I try to do right, I do wrong
I'm just tryna get my mind right, and move on

When I'm alone in my room, sometimes I stare at the wall
And in the back of my mind, I hear my conciense call
Hello?
Nah I ain't f*ckin with you right now man I'm tryna stay positive
I gotta fight for my daughter
Tryna make this money you know chase a dollar I can't be f*ckin with you right now, f*ck it