I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seams
When I find my heart
I'll find the strength
Where there's a will, there's a way
And I'll get my head straight
I'll come to terms
That I never know
What's best for me
I've been keeping myself away from you
Giving you space so you don't have to
Live with this the way I do
But I made my own choices
I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seams
I'm visibly nervous
Embarrassingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
I found a way to outrun my shame
But along the way I grew complacent
I'll hide from my fate
Behind the wall of mistakes I made