Non - In All Honesty Lyrics

On the edge of this life I find myself
With little but sorrow
I've done much wrong to undo
With no time left
No tomorrow

Fallen is your servant
Hypocrite is the only title worthy of my name

I have dragged your name through the mire of human filth
I have spread the hate of which you so clearly condemned

My tongue has sowed devastation
And bested the devil in my haenous pride
Show me the light that's within because I don't believe it's there

Why do you waste your time, why do your pursue who is unworthy?
I neither have the strength or resolve to go on

I'm done with this life, what was it's purpose?
Give me peace or give me rest
Am I too blind to see
To see your leading?
Where are You?

I've begged for a flood yet only found a fleeting vapour
How am I to thrive on dust?
After all I've done
My time is ending
I've begged for a flood yet only found a fleeting vapour
How am I to thrive on dust?
After all I've done
Am I more than what I've done?

My Captain, my King
Are you silent?
Or is your voice falling upon deaf ears?
I know the destination but not the road
Tell me which way to go
I hear a voice
But I can't make out the words
Is this a trial
Is this a test?
Give me something to hold onto
Give me a foothold
Give me an anchor
Give me a harbour
Give me shelter
Give me eyes to see beyond what vision permits
Give me faith to endure

I grow bitter
In this house of desolation
Possessed of too many faults to care
My spirit grows weary

I've witnessed too many sorrows to bare
I know this war is yours
Yet I have not the faith too see this through
God help my unbelief
I know this war is yours
God help my unbelief