This place is not how I had imagined it
Social pariah, the pieces just don't fit
I'm gnashing my teeth vehemently
Dreaming of failure eternally
My thoughts read blank, I cannot focus
My joints are burning, everything is aching
How can I survive sleepwalking through life
I'm gnashing my teeth vehemently
While I am dreaming of failing eternally
Nothing's funny, everything ails me
I've lost interest in all of my interests
I crawled along the wilting rose
Bled across the blade alone
We are the shame we will never know
We're just an empty f*cking grave
We're just an empty f*cking grave
This is not good enough and it never will be
A constant living state of despondency
Not good enough and it never will be
Constant living state of despondency
The despair is sincere, I am weeping in fear