I get as high as the expectation Then I fall like a house of cards Even though it is speculations
My mind keeps blowing it up
I get drunk on the affirmation Then I'm throwing up on the floor No matter the situation
My mind keeps blowing it up
But I keep keep f*cking it up Yeah I keep keep f*cking
It's like I live in an observation In the middle of abstract art
Cause even though I get confirmation I can't stop from pulling us apart
And without motivation Am I good enough
Am I good enough
I've been here before Will it ever be over
I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before
Will it ever be over
Cause I wanna be everything you want
But I keep keep f*cking it up Yeah I keep keep f*cking
(I could be everything that you want)
But I keep keep f*cking it up
(I could be everything that you want) But I keep keep f*cking
I've been telling lies like it's all fun Count all of our tries like we have won We could spend the night out on the run Sleeping under dark skies
Catching every sunrise Nah.
I've been here before Will it ever be over
I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before
Will it ever be over
Cause I wanna be everything you want
But I keep keep f*cking it up Yeah I keep keep f*cking
(I could be everything that you want)
But I keep keep f*cking it up
(I could be everything that you want) But I keep keep f*cking