Nosebora - Here's to Wasted Time Lyrics

These words are no result
Of any action I'd commit
It's just my love for violent theories
That with time I've chose to knit
Into a dark and scratchy sweater
Made with rage in every stitch
And I will wear these clothes so proudly
Causing everything to shift
Into the darkest dreams of catastrophes
And the victim on my list
It's my personal discretion
How much longer I should live
But they drug me up and sit me down
In my nothing left to give
And after all is said and done
I'll just agree to plead the fifth
(I won't say a word)
This is for all the years that I never smoked
All the lies that I never told
And it's for all the things that I never said
Now swimming through my head
Is this what you thought
Not the life you've always dreamed about
So where to go from here
Towards the light at the other end of the sea
Get up, Get out and don't look back
We didn't get this far just to turn back
I know it's courage that I lack
But I'm running as fast as I can
The waves are crashing on my head
Like a bridge that all at once collapsed
The death toll is the rapture of my pride
But I'm done being scared and lost tonight
This is for all the years that I never smoked
All the lies that I never told
And it's for all the things that I never said
Now swimming through my head