The Notebook - silent psychosis. Lyrics

Push and pull; I don't like this tension
Discord. that's my impression
Tangling my wires
Can't take the misfires

Off of the rocker, making a home a psych-ward
Something is faulty. I'm in a broken time-warp
I forgot to warn who's closest. I'm hoarse
I apologize, but know that I'm torn
Please understand
There's many inside of me weaving a plan
But who can I listen to speak when I'm antsy
A whisper through the screams & the chants?

Let's go on a ride
To the edge of all that we could find
Hit the gas, be sure to close your eyes. I'll be
Intoxicated on the way to my demise

My lover can see that she's morphing
I don't know what has become of me
Giving my trust ain't a breeze when it's stormy
Every word you speak is distorting
Feeding the stories. the friends I keep behind corneas
Give me the solid proof that what I thought was true
Really was honest, too
Everybody's sneaky. seconds to minutes
To hours to days, I'm very suspicious, aggressive, and tense
I don't feel safe; not even in my own skin
That's why I sleep with a blade - plotting when dreaming again
I would dig into the bone; cut the sickness on my own
I'm conflicted and it shows, but there's rhythm to the flow
Nothing looks the same. I notice
Hallucinations overlay my focus
I'm trapped within a lunatic's biopic
Mind soaked in psychosis

Push and pull; I don't like this tension
Discord. that's my impression
Tangling my wires
Can't take the misfires

Let's go on a ride
To the edge of all that we could find
Hit the gas, be sure to close your eyes. I'll be
Intoxicated on the way to my demise

Let's go on a ride
To the edge of all that we could find
Hit the gas, be sure to close your eyes. I'll be
Intoxicated on the way to my demise