Ntg - Love, Son Lyrics

We could've went so far
Oh-oh-oh-oh
We shouldn't be apart
My love, my mom
We would be in the car
Singing songs
Instead we are now
Not together, you and me
And now
I will live on
Be your little strong boy
You always can hold
Oh, I wish
We could still sing songs
My love, my mom
I cry in silence when I think of you
Because I always was the strongest when it came to you
I held down the house whenever you left
I made breakfast so you could get some rest
I taught myself to be independent
Or maybe you taught me
Cause I really was dependent
Dependent on you
Without you knowing
Deep-ended conversations when I needed your guidance
The pending moment
When I would get over trauma
And be as strong as you
My queen, my mama
Under disguise, I'm still that baby boy
Though I may be more wise
And no longer play with toys
No matter my age or size
I'm still here
Dependent, dependent, dependent on my mama
Dependent on my mama
Dependent, dependent
And now
I will live on
Be your little strong boy
You always can hold
Oh, I wish
We could still sing songs
My love, my mom
We could've went so far
We shouldn't been apart
My love, my mom
We would be in the car
Singing songs
Instead we are now
Not together, you and me
And now
I will live on
Be your little strong boy
You always can hold
Oh, I wish
We could still sing songs
My love, my mom
A boy without a mama
A period, not a comma
Why'd we have to end
Could this be bad karma
Nothing was supposed to harm her
That was my job
That was why I was hired
And now I'm fired
Cause I let her eat the poison
That she desired
I should've stepped in
And set that shit on fire
I should've been there for you
I knew that you was tired
I'm sorry mama
I should've been there by your side
Should've, could've, would've
Cause now it's too late
I done lost my woman to a pill
That they use to lace
Lacing pills, lacing this, lacing that
Lacing up my kicks
To run away from my blues
I look around, look for you
But it's only me in the room
And it's only me that consumes
The sadness kills me, no tomb
Instead of being us two
I feel pain and sorrow too
Tomorrow isn't as bright
Now I have to fight for my life
Cause I ain't got you by my side
And now
I will live on
Be your little strong boy
You always can hold
Oh, I wish
We could still sing songs
My love, my mom
We could've went so far
Oh, oh, oh
We shouldn't be apart
My love, my mom
We would be in the car
Singing songs
Instead we are now
Not together, you and me
I love you