(I'm just saying', you need to get in the studio)
I thought I knew love from what I remember
Redefined, broken, and reborn in December
With mistletoe and Post Malone is how we got started
Five months uncharted territory, I loved it whole heartedly
But alongside the good was the dark
But I talked about that story arc
The whole album was about pain, and how I used you just to blame
It's a new story and it doesn't have you
Happened so recently it's still in view
This was a hobby, but you made it a project
Ending to the EP from the start like a prophet
Backtrack, back to when iIwas holding on
Illogical train of thought from dawn to dawn
I had all the help in the world and never used it
I had all the love in the world and never felt it
Now I literally do nothing everyday
I miss the times you'd hit my line just to say
Everything will be okay
But it's not
I'm killing myself just to wait for this girl, but that don't mean that I'm gonna stop
If I worked as much on music as on you I'd make to the top
I know that I'm the better one, but he makes you happy
So I guess casual is kinda fun, but I want you badly
There's nothing that I can do, but I still plan to
'Cause even when I can't say I love you
I love you
And I wish I sang with X
And I think I miss my ex
But I keep looking for the next
Wanna blow up to cash the checks
And I still find your hair on my clothes
All the gifts that you gave me are frozen
In my room right where I left them
Sad, but that's the way that life goes
You cross my mind at night when I smell your perfume
We'd stay up late so we could talk, higher than the moon
Shit you tried to block, things that no one knew
Where did those times go
You left me alone
Thought love doesn't go away, but I guess i'm wrong
I probably am or I wouldn't be singing this song
Or rapping these words, if you can even call it that
Doesn't matter the hairstyle
I always look bad in hats
But I wear them anyway, 'cause it keeps me covered
It's been months, but I still do love her
I feel the pain
Then came the rain
So here we are at the final conclusion
It's been a fast ride so I need to be cruising
I can say that I am finally thriving
Behind the wheel in control 'cause I'm driving
So you're back f*cking with my best friend
You're a nightmare , and I'm forcing you to end
I'm happy without you, I can finally breathe
Good luck finding someone that's just as good as me
I struggled for so long without you
I never thought that I could pull through
I'm so grateful for the ones who stuck by
They my family, always in my eyes
I was scared to love but I found the calm I needed
You're finally out my mind, and for the time proceeding
You're a dream of the past, now I got two
And I still remember when I sang to you
Tonight
Open up that window
You promised you'd let me in
I know that you love this
You love this, you love this
Alright
I promise that I won't go
Just say the word, we'll begin
I know that you love this
You love this
You loved this
Credit where credit is due, she really saved me
But saving don't mean shit if you don't love to be alive
But now I do, finished this project 'cause of you
Namos
I'm gonna get an earful for this one
But the anger has gone
So I wish you the best