I know you're really gonna miss this
Anonymous you're like a mistress
NyQuil and sprite i'm bouta' mix this
Now i got ice all over my fit
Yeah when i flex i know you get pissed
What can i say i really love this
Everyone thinks about there first kiss
Bitch i just think about my first wrist
Girl to be honest when i hide something it's because it's real f*cking bad
If i'm dishonest with you, i'm gone cause' i know that you don't want me back
When i spend thousands just for my outfit yeah i know my bank account mad
I don't doubters up in my contacts just to give opinions not facts
You were never there for my pain
Why should you be there for my gain bitch
Look at me lie to my face
Just what I thought you the same bitch
Best believe still on my same shit
Never switch up on the gang that's it
The one thing that I asked for but somehow you still betrayed it
Don't believe what these bitches say
They lying straight through their teeth
Taking advantage all day
They took so much I can't breathe
I see the visions within
You cannot see what I see
Go 'head can try all you want
But you will never succeed
Armageddon in my heart feel like i'm stuck in a loophole
I just want these f*cking demons out of my head cause they're brutal
All these drugs that I've been taking at the same time it's crucial
All these feelings get my blood splashed on the wall make a mural (yeah)
I'm improving i don't need you to check up
I just wanted some alone time getting high with my day ones
Talk to them about my demons cause we're sharing the same ones
If we don't already share them they're always down to spare some
Yeah you don't know how it feels to talk about your feelings
Then you got everyone alienizing you
Shit can really make you feel like you're not normal you're abnormal
This is usually what i'm going through
Bitch you don't get it
You must not get it
Dozin' off drugs
Got my head spinning
Falling in love
Never no winning
It ain't no fun
Think I might end it
Tired of this shit
I'm fed up
They tell me keep my head up
They all full of bullshit
I'm sick and tired of being setup
Think ima get it today (On my way)
Haven't had no one for days (So lonely)
They always leave never stay (Stand by me)
There ain't that much I can say (I'm listening)
Maybe I'll blow out my brains (My brains)
Never for a bitch I'm insane (Insane)
I'm done playing all these games (games)
Maybe Its better this way