Before something stupid overruns my poor brain
Let me get these words out
They could solve my problems, they could prove to everyone I am real
Before I get distracted by something that's irrelevant, get taken out my element
Let me have a good time, I won't tell you how to feel
Before I complicate this, misinterpret everything, let me say I love you so
I would hate to see you go
But I know I cannot keep you here
I know I cannot keep you here
I know you love to disappear
Spinning with the silence, spinning with the lies that I hide inside of my brain
Spinning with the pain, spinning with the neverending sadness inside my soul
Spun out of control, spinning cause the option to opt out is taking it's toll
Spinning to stay sane, spinning to remain, spinning to cocaine, spinning to break these chains
After all has been said, some of it has been done, none of it makes any sense
What were you expecting? Everything to work out?
I can be a pessimist, I can be an optimist, I can be so cynical
Once you reach the pinnacle, the trick is not to ever look down
I just wanna f*cking jump now
Spinning with the silence, spinning with the lies that I hide inside of my brain
Spinning with the pain, spinning with the neverending sadness inside my soul
Spun out of control, spinning cause the option to opt out is taking it's toll
Spinning to stay sane, spinning to remain, spinning to cocaine, spinning to break these chains
Spinning with the silence, spinning with the lies that I hide inside of my brain
Spinning with the pain, spinning with the neverending sadness inside my soul
Spun out of control, spinning cause the option to opt out is taking it's toll
Spinning to stay sane, spinning to remain, spinning to cocaine, spinning to break these chains
Spinning to break these chains