NUNZUR - ...Deprived of a Happy Ending Lyrics

It was right on this day
That's when you left me
Back to the grave
Please don't leave me
Promise that you made
Didn't help I'm bleeding
Ran far away you didn't come near me
My thoughts they think in games
I don't know what I'm seeing
My mind
My flesh
They don't have feeling
The light that people have
I don't think I see it
Ran far away you didn't come near me
I'll remember the way you left me
Bleeding
I'll say goodbye
When your hand holds the gun to my head
When I'm bleeding and dying
Then I'll know what life really is
I should probably stop trying
Like a moth with no light to attend
What am I even doing here
How do I run this course to its end
I see your hand but I can't grab it