Nx$ - End of This Chapter Lyrics

Desperation, teach
Me how to breathe
While anxiety
Locks my teeth as
Separation speaks
On my behalf
I'm not here for my time pause

Disconnecting reach
To old names
Stop recycling
My old ways
Everlasting pain
So long as
I relive these agonizing thoughts

What's there to say
If I'm stuck on the first page

Forget you not
Forget you not
Old words still linger in my lips
Forget you not
Forget you not
Spitting out the taste of reluctance

This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end

Effortlessly grieve
If I give up
Will you set me straight
If I f*ck up
I belong to the
Winds that paint change
And now she calls my name

Shaking off the way
I feel when
History's ink bleeds
In my skin
This is not the end
It's just a
Path without pavement

Forget you not
Forget you not
Old words still linger in my lips
Forget you not
Forget you not
Spitting out the taste of reluctance

This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end

Where'd your spine go
You changing for what
You're no better than pathetic
You're not better than us

May my memory
Serve you as
A ghost of
Who I was

If friends keep you grounded
And love keeps you in flight
She must've really loved me
'Cause all my friends are in the sky
If friends keep you grounded
And love fills the pockets just right
Then I must be the poorest kind of person
'Cause I can't afford to fly
I'd rather be loveless
I'm not good at falling asleep
I got the fear of closets
I'm living my life on repeat
I'd rather be loveless
And stronger than cable ties
Because there's nothing to love
About always wondering why

This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end
This is not the end