Letter to God Video (MV)

Dear God why I'm living like this? (Why)
I'm totally pissed, why do I even exist?
Would I ever be missed? Possibly dissed
Tired of all the pain and illusion of bliss
Cause Now I know, life's more than a wish
Like getting kiss by a scandalous bitch
I've never been rich, caught up in the mix
Seems like my existence depending on this
Been down and out, and this cloud of doubt
Hanging over my head I just wanna shout (Now)
It's so profound I keep falling down
God I just need you, to hold me down
Through all the pain I keep fighting back
No matter how tough Keep reminding that
Life is a test and as I'm writing that
A hater looks at me so I'm just smiling back

Dear god yes it's me again! I repent for my sins, but I stand as a man
The scene that I'm in, it made me obscene
This crazy shit that, comes from within
As you know king I don't have any friends
Can't get a bitch cause I'm too diffe -rent
Rebellious teen, came off like I'm mean
Cause Everyone laughed when I mentioned my dreams
No one believed and no one could seen
The light inside the child of this marvelous queen
I blow like the wind,through the buildings you're in
And Give you the chills like a demon so scream
There's my confession would you let me live?
I'm done with the past God and I will forgive
No more resentment not that lonely kid
Anymore I'm grown and I'm done with it