Another night, same empty glass
Another prayer I never ask
'Cause I don't know if You're still near
And I'm too ashamed to pull You here
I used to dream, I used to feel
But now it's numb, and far from real
My hands are tired, my soul is worn
I'm a man undone, a heart that's torn
I've burned bridges, I've burned time
Traded love for one more high
But underneath these ashes, I still bleed
Still a boy just tryin' to believe...
If You're out there... can You hear my voice?
I'm not proud, but I don't got a choice
I need Your power, I need Your hand
I need to be a man again
If You're out there... send down Your light
I'm drowning fast, I'm losing the fight
Can You change me? Heal what's left inside?
Teach me how to love again... to live again...
To be trusted again
These pills don't fill the hole they made
This bottle lies, but I still stay
I broke her heart, I left my son
And all that's holy, I tried to run
But I see their eyes when I sleep
And the guilt it cuts too deep
I ain't askin' for easy roads
Just give me strength to drop the load
I don't need a perfect fix
Just help me climb out of this pit
If You're still the God who parts the sea
Then part this prison inside of me
If You're out there... I need You now
I'm broken, bleeding, show me how
To stop the cycle, to stop the pain
To walk like freedom through the rain
If You're out there... don't stay far
Come heal this hole inside my heart
Can You teach me to forgive my past?
Help me believe this shame won't last
I'm tired of pretending...
Tired of lying...
Tired of dying while I'm still breathing...
If there's anything left in me that You can use...
God, I give it to You.
Even if it's weak.
Even if it's shaking.
Even if it's ugly.
I give it to You.
If You're out there... take my hand
Help me stand, make me a man
One who's faithful, one who's kind
One who don't keep runnin' from time
If You're out there... I won't let go
Even if I've got nothin' to show
I need Your mercy to make me whole
To love again... to live again... to lead again...
To be a man again
If You're out there...
Just say You are...
Cause I'm still reaching... from this heart full of scars...
