Octobrists - Anxious Excuse Lyrics

A sinner lost and blind
How can I see
The pain that I caused you
It falls on me
One more laugh and one more cry to savor
Try to make another memory
Regrets are shutting down my emotions
Not a thing left for me

Drowning in the mess we made
Piecing all of the decay

Where were you when I was sad and lonely
Now that your gone
Holding on to thoughts of forever
Now forever is gone

It tore me up inside
Too bruised to try and hide
Tried to fix a ego
Hurt soul to hide
Yelled and fought and kicked and screamed and cried out
Another round of sorry could not win out
All the mess and pain and sorrow
Sucked away the hopes of tomorrow