O.D. On Estrogen - Open to Jealousy (feat. Capsctrl) Lyrics

Getting on my own time
Giving it to my own life
First time I wanna try
Self care is not a crime
Trying to help myself
Help myself, beat the way I felt
(Yeah)
Voices in my head
Sleeping demons, nothing said
Keep away from the lead
Hard done, easier said
Keeping Satan out
Out of, my own self doubt
(Yeah)
Jealousy is far from done
Cause you found another one
Making me the useless one
I don't know where to go from
This broken heart
It was you, from the start
(The start)
Split my spirit right in half
No sorrow, you only laugh
You're the master of your craft
Not the first, do the math
Love is not a game
A game, to you, shame

My time
(My time)
My life
(My life)
Sometimes
(Sometimes)
I cross the line

I see,
Myself
I got not time
Sometimes
I cross the line
But that's on me

Getting on my own time
Giving it to my own life
First time I wanna try
Self care is not a crime
Trying to help myself
Help myself, beat the way I felt
(Yeah)
Voices in my head
Sleeping demons, nothing said
Keep away from the lead
Hard done, easier said
Keeping Satan out
Out of my own self doubt
(Doubt)