Down is the water, darkness above
Is where my heart lies rested
Shadows like vultures tear it apart
As I'm feeling every bite, cut and single drop of blood
Reaching for help but no one's around
As the night keeps getting thick, cruel, black and swirling me around
If I fly by
Grab my hand and pull me out of here from this nothingness
Cause I never find all the pieces of the puzzle
Should I just let it go, should I let it go
Cause I never find just how to fit into this world
I, oh I, should I be loved or should I be damned, I?
Mountains of love and graveyards of trust
Is where my soul lies broken
Evil and envy feast on my mind
As I'm feeling every eye, word, every bit of spite
But I see no demons, I see no ghosts
What I only see is mass of hate that's spreading all around
Am I insane,
Am I lost or am I chained down here to this nothingness
Cause I never find all the pieces of the puzzle
Should I just let it go, should I let it go
Cause I never find just how to fit into this world
I, oh I, should I be loved or should I be damned, I?
Bite after bite, I don't feel them anymore!
Prayer after prayer, am I wasting them?
But if I had a chance to make you feel the same
I promise you will learn from my pain
I promise you will learn my pain
Time after time I still shovel for a meaning
But I leave no hole, I leave no hole
I know
I'll never find all the pieces of the puzzle
But I won't let it go, I won't let go
And I'll never find the place where I fit in this world
So my, oh my, let me be damned but let me be free, I