Oddity - Fall Lyrics

Time just keeps tickin'
And I just keep wishin'
For love that won't come I feel numb I feel distant
I run when it's near me
How I come I must fear things
I keep holdin' onto love
It's hard to open my heart or let down my guard
But to build myself up I must knock down these walls
I keep holdin' onto love
Holdin' onto love

As I fall for you
As I fall for you
As I fall for you
As I fall for you

Really I'm just tryna say that the past pains have made it hard for me to open up
You know what, f*ck it, Ima just spit this shit

Been guarding my heart from the pain
Blockin' all problems away
Don't know what to do, yea
So many rules, yea
Should I stay put or open up so you can view
What's inside me, cuz more than likely
It probably won't work out, no
I'll just stop the hurt now, oh oh oh
I'm being pessimistic
I guess I'm just convinced that
Unless I'm apprehended by luck their won't be a happy ending
Combat the realness of actually steering towards catching some feelings
Appealing until it gets nearer it's clearer that my fear is what hinders
Me from letting go
Cuz if I don't I'll never know
What it's like to fall for you

As I fall for you
As I fall for you
As I fall for you
As I fall for you