Of the Land - I've Tried Lyrics

My body wants purpose
My mind wants to know
My heart has been broken
By things I can't control

Oh, I've tried to let it go
I've tried to let You know
I've tried to relinquish
My idea of control
I feel tossed within waves of pattern
Feeling nurtured by my shadows
When will this break me enough
To make something good
To make something good

This year has felt aimless
Bogged down by my worries
Every emotion feels valid
But I can't decide which ones true

Cause I've tried to take breath
I've tried to find some rest
I've tried to relinquish
My loneliness
I'm obsessed ambiguity
Feeling tortured by my shadows
When will this break me enough
To make something good
To make something good

I could choose to run
Lean into hope and promise
What you started isn't finished
Though it feels undone
I could choose to stay
Linger within the pages
Find solace in the silence
Though it feels undone
I'll find You in the waiting
In broken cathedrals
There is truth in shattered glass
Though it feels undone
Though it feels undone

I've tried to take breath
I've tried to find some rest
I've tried to relinquish
My loneliness"