Oh no, never again
Looking in the mirror to see a shell of a man
Who took a hell of a stand and went on tumbling in
Took up residence in faith then f*cking lost it again
I tried to
Cut loose all my baggage and blues
But maybe Momma cursed me with the genes of my truth
Maybe Momma cursed me to drown my sorrows in booze
Maybe Momma cursed me with the rage of the youth.
Whats pain
I'm bout to find it again
It's like- Loose change always hanging around
It's f*cking dragging me down cause when I'm happy for a minute it's like
F*ck you Steven life was playing around
But I aint playing around
Cause when I'm happy- I aint up
And when I'm up I aint happy, I drag down
I kid not that I'm losing my mind
But I'll be going it blind for the rest of my life
F*ck it
Momma was a rolling stone
Daddy's just dead and gone
Just like my soul
My heart has since moved on
And Momma was a rolling stone
Daddys just dead and gone
Just like the sun
A son that never was
It's easier said than done, but I'ma say it
Depression is a mother f*cker I try to keep at bay
And like a bayonet taking stabs at your gut
If your woman isn't lying
Then you're broke as f*ck or climbing out of a rut
Or you is hopelessly in love but she isn't the one
And you is numb from the drugs that you're on
And while you're kicking and screaming and f*cking gasping for air
They all seem to be happy while you're alone and you're scared
F*ck it
I try to move to another level
Tell all the demons in my head to find another kennel
I swear I've had it and it's over,it's f*cking time to get sober
I've f*cking had it with Addiction
Weighing down like a boulder
It's f*cking crazy how the time has gone, time I'm moving on
Time i'm moving up to The Kingdom Come
Picking up the scattered pieces, Pay the Devil my leases
Screaming F*ck The World
Like I'm still a non believer
Momma was a rolling stone
Daddy's just dead and gone
Just like my soul
My heart has since moved on
And Momma was a rolling stone
Daddys just dead and gone
Just like the sun
A son that never was