Off the Porch - Blessings Lyrics

Mellow thoughts as I write this song
I been trying, oh so very long
Not to fold under heavy pressure
And all the bullshit
I gotta deal with on my dresser

I thought you would
But you didn't help me cope
Instead, you in Echo Park
Loving, sniffing blow

And I just took a walk
Down the hill, to the store
A lady stopped me bro
And this is what she told me, folk

Nigga, change yo life
You got one life to live
And if you don't cherish shit
Then you might as well sit

Sit, rot
Put you in a C-O-Double F- N
Parents standing over you
The fam crying and shit

They hate you when you woke
Love you, when you f*cking sleeping
If I say it once
Boy I ain't gon say it again

Off the Porch
And out the house
And this is how I'm living

Lord, give me all the blessings
I wanna take all them in, damn

I wanna take all of them in
I wanna talk all of them in
I'm living in this life of sin
I'm living in this life of sin
I wanna take all of them in
I wanna talk all of them in
I'm living in this life of sin
I'm living in this life of sin

I'm a king
And won't be treated lesser
F*ck my college
Loved all the professors

Miss the times
That we used to have
And now we split apart
And baby girl, it's all bad

Seen you at the park
With another dude
I knew I didn't have it misconstrued
Mama always told me trust your gut
I got a show tonight
She wished me luck

Yeah, I looked at it
But I ain't respond
Because I'm too f*cking focused
And my mind is gone

I smoked a backwood
To the face, to calm down
And find my happy place
But that don't exist now

You got me f*cked up
There's no way of undoing this shit
Too many memories in mind
And they're so good that they stick

Sometimes I really miss the way
You used to suck on my shit
And when I say this
Girl I mean this

You can suck my dick
Lil bitch

I wanna take all of them in
I wanna talk all of them in
I'm living in this life of sin
I'm living in this life of sin
I wanna take all of them in
I wanna talk all of them in
I'm living in this life of sin
I'm living in this life of sin