Olen - dopamine Lyrics

Up and at 'em (atom) like a proton
Feel like 4 Non Blondes tryna figure out what's going on
Tryna get into the flow like a blood cell
Never mind my health and how I don't manage money well
Cos all of it might go away if you'd gratify me today
Go to sleep and I see your face
It may not be right but we gave it a try anyway
My new favorite necklace is your right hand (you got me in a chokehold)
Your lips and your hands, they hypnotize a man (your body's hypnosis)
Your body's hypnosis
Relaxed and I'm focused
Glad I've been chosen
Sacrificial with my motives
Do what you want with me, just feed me dopamine
Red lips, white skin, blue eyes
Is this freedom? Is it prison?
Can't tell in my mind
Heart only hears infectious hums
And I know I won't be able to stop kissing you goodnight
Cos if I do then it'd be done and that would lead into goodbye
And I don't.. (I don't)
I don't.. (I don't)
I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want it to be over
Let's stay right here forever
(Relaxed and I'm focused)
(Glad I've been chosen)
(Sacrificial with my motives)
Do what you want with me, just feed me dopamine
Gratify me..
Sacrifice me..
Am I free in my mind, or just stuck in a daze?..
Or is it more likely they're one in the same?..