heartsick Video (MV)

Yo, yo, yo alright
Here I go
Things end but memories last forever, that's easy for you to say
'Cause you were the one that put me on this dark highway
In these darkest days I'm the one I go versus everyday
I witness how worthless I can be when this was just a game for you to play
So I never noticed how mindless you are with all of your cards laid
I've wander to notice you're spineless behind a pretty face
Might as well be called scarface without the scars to put you in your place
You're just heartless to backbone someone and It's up to you to find how to replace
What can't be bought with a price
'Cause it's priceless to find happiness
Fill with all of this fuss that is needless leaving me sleepless
'Cause I'm too focus for greatness and that's the sickness within me
Asking will they be ready?
Will they be happy with all that I carry is getting me heavy?

Holy shit
I mean It
I need It
Into deep
The tears come out so painful like I'm bleeding
While you're in chair reading the lyrics on your screen hearing me preaching
They hate me 'cause I'm breathing but I wanted to work hard more than breathing
I'm suffocating and blazing like I'm dreaming or is this a nightmare scheming
But I'm still stuck here in my ominous ways, losing my righteous ways
In these darkest days, ya
I'm restricted wanting to lose the weight on my arms to be lifted
With all of these chains pulsating as my blood goes like liquid
Into action like adrenaline buzzing through my veins leaving me lucid
It's twisted and loaded like love can be more than a method to act stupid
And feelings can fade with what we made and end wounded from someone else's arrow like cupid

All of the thoughts are polluted like clouds is the day it will be rain like pain
There will always be a stain behind the pain
Like what do we contain behind our membrane to get love just to lose it
You abuse it like all of your bruises
You carry from past relationships
And made me part of em'
With your selfish ways not caring about others feelings to even look at them
You've waken a beast that is ready to feast this is no longer a tease
You've broken the seal, you've ripped of the leash
I'm ready to unleash all of the feelings you caused me to grief
So close to death I almost lost what I believed
Tired of your ways and your debts must be payed for leaving me deceived
I write every night always knowing I was right
Giving you all of the hype never thought you had sharp teeth that bite
With all of your fake cries disguise to hypnotize to spite

Like what do you gain on giving someone pain is that your type?
I will be alright I put aside all of our problems that was lie how does that feel?
Like what is your ideal of a person that would buy you meals when you come home?
Why doesn't it feel like a home and more of a tombstone
That is ready to collect dust I'm moving to another grave I rather not be in the same room

That was harsh, sike
Where are the bombs so you get a real response?
Like high alert
All of your words are blurt through all of your flirts
You wanna be back with the old us?
Oh, silly you
You pierced through me like a dagger to punctured
That's nice like tell me twice maybe I will say yes
Nope, you must be on dope
But you're just a waste of time
This is my pride and where's yours?
Oh yeah all dried