"I want it to be like, messy"
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I'm so insecure, I think
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That I'll die before I drink
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And I'm so caught up in the news
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Of who likes me, and who hates you
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And I'm so tired that I might
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Quit my job, start a new life
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And they'd all be so disappointed
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'Cause who am I, if not exploited
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And I'm so sick of seventeen
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Where's my f*cking teenage dream?
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If someone tells me one more time
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"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
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And I don't stick up for myself
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I'm anxious and nothing can help
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And I wish I'd done this before
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And I wish people liked me more
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All I did was try my best
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This the kinda thanks I get?
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Unrelentlessly upset (uh-uh, oh)
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They say these are the golden years
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But I wish I could disappear
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Ego crush is so severe
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God, it's brutal out here
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(Yeah)
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I feel like no one wants me
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And I hate the way I'm perceived
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I only have two real friends
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And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
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'Cause I love people I don't like
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And I hate every song I write
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And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
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And I can't even parallel park
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All I did was try my best
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This the kinda thanks I get?
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Unrelentlessly upset (uh-uh, oh)
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They say these are the golden years
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But I wish I could disappear
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Ego crush is so severe
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God, it's brutal out here
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(Yeah)
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(She's having a really good time)
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Got a broken ego, broken heart
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And God, I don't even know where to start
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