Omar Apollo - God Said No Album Lyrics

Sometimes I think we cross the line
You can release me, I'll be fine, I guess
Do the stars ever cross your mind?
Because you're never crossing mine

A fire burns between my eyes
Can't always read between the lines
I tried to be someone you liked
But it's just too much compromise

Be careful with me
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me,
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me
Be careful with me
Me, me, me, me, me, me
Me, me, me, me, me, me
Be careful with me
Me, me, me, me, me, me
Me, me, me, me, me, me

You gon' run away, can't take the pressure
Don't matter the space don't feel it lesser, you
Necklace is still sitting on your dresser
You thinking 'bout the last time I undressed ya
Your mine, you said it often
Say what you did, I can go if you don't love me
I just know that, it ain't often
You come across this
It's hard to let go, it's hard to let you go

Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me
Be careful with me
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me
Careful with me
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me (be careful with me)
Me, me, me, me, me, me (be careful with me)

Me
Be careful with me

I don't wanna hit you back on purpose
Never said that I acted perfect
I'm too far, I'm across the boat now
Ain't been the same since I left my hometown
I've been thinking 'bout moving by you
It's been nice having somewhere to fly to
I like your clothes and the way they draping
It's been nice 'cause I know that

You like it
You like it
Like I do, like I do, like me
'Cause I know that you like it
You like it
Like I do, like I do, like me

Why you gotta ruin every night?
Fifty K, I spend it out of spite
Every time I see you on my phone
Hate that I still need you in my life
Tulips dying slowly in the vase
Passport's getting dirty, need a case
You're the only place I wanna go
I still wanna take you on a date

Oh, oh
Oh (oh), oh

Thirty days you been on vacation
By the end, I was losing patience
Why you going out your way to hide me?
Every night that you spent beside me
It don't matter, in my head, it's working
Ain't been picturing another person
It's been hard 'cause we're making money
It's still nice 'cause I know that

You like it
You like it (you like it)
Like I do, like I do, like me
You like it (you like it)
You like it (you like it)
Like I do, like I do, like me

Why you gotta ruin every night?
Fifty K, I spend it out of spite
Every time I see you on my phone
Hate that I still need you in my life
Tulips dying slowly in the vase
Passport's getting dirty, need a case
You're the only place I wanna go
I still wanna take you on a date

Oh, oh
Oh (oh), oh
Oh (yeah), oh (yeah, yeah)
Oh (yeah, oh), oh (yeah)

Is this the last time I see you?
Is this goodbye?
The hotel room is somewhere I please you
Now you won't bat me an eye

I wish it didn't have to be true
Was last night the end of me and you?
I wish it didn't have to be true
Was last night the end of me and you?

Oh-ooh, that's not fair
I can't let you go
Oh-ooh, I see you everywhere
I'm seeing less of you
I'm still undressing you
Am I depressing you?
Felt like a blessing, you

I still got a lot to say
Don't wanna end the night this way
I still got a lot to say
Don't wanna end the night this way

Now you only really text me
Not even a call
We were just in London, obsessing
Now you say nothing at all

I wish it didn't have to be true
Was last night the end of me and you?
I wish it didn't have to be true
Was last night the end of me and you?

Oh-ooh, that's not fair
I can't let you go
Oh-ooh, I see you everywhere
I'm seeing less of you
I'm still undressing you
Am I depressing you?
Felt like a blessing, you

I still got a lot to say
Don't wanna end the night this way
I still got a lot to say
Don't wanna end the night this way

I still got a lot to say
Don't wanna end the night this way

Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you

Used to talk 'bout you and I
Really in your life
Used to miss you when you're gone
Gone, gone
Unread message on your phone
Yeah, sometimes love don't make it right

So hard, sometimes love don't make it right
So hard

I'm so done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm so done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done (yeah)

Used to talk 'bout you and I
Used to talk 'bout you and I
Used to see you every night
Won't you please just let me go?
I'd be better off alone
I'm still wearing all your clothes
Let me go, let me go

Sometimes love don't make it right
Bro, you got better bitches

I'm so done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm so done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done (yeah)

Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done
I'm done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done

How could we be dying?
If we're lying down
Underneath this tree
Giving life to withered leaves
With our words
And how we breathe
We still breathe

Slow, so slow
Our presence made the ground glow (our presence)
Slow, so slow (so slow)
Our presence made the ground glow

How could we be smiling?
How could we if we're upside down?
Hanging from our knees
Stretch our arms and never speak
With our words
With our words
And how we breathe
How we breathe
We still breathe
We still breathe

Slow, so slow (slow, slow)
Our presence made the ground glow

How many hours till the sky is yours again?
Your open arms will open doors again
What is a friend?
We're laying on the ground until we feel the graves beneath us
And what stays between us
Are the worlds we look to that will never reach us

Slow, so slow
All that we give makes this ground too cold
Slow, so slow

Past life, oh, past life
Have we been here before?
Last night was the last night
That I tried to ignore

And I'm so tired of climbing
I can't let go, maybe I should let go

I wish I could jump from here
I wish I could fall from here
Could you take all my fears?
'Cause I'm drifting
I'm drifting away

There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out
And the sky is deep and blue
Won't you take me there with you?

Hours, it's been hours
I'm more restless than before
Beauty, so much beauty
Up all night till it's warm

And I'm so tired of climbing
I can't let go, maybe I should let go

I wish I could jump from here
I wish I could fall from here
Could you take all my fears?
'Cause I'm drifting
I'm drifting away

There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out
And the sky is deep and blue
Won't you take me there with you?

There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out
And the sky is deep and blue
Won't you take me there with you?

Flew too high
Clouded my peace of mind
How'd I expect so much?
You made me feel so young

You left me empty
Hollowed and empty
You left me empty
Hollowed and empty

Yo te envío amor de aquí
No dejo de pensar en ti
Hace unos meses que te vi
Que me viste
Ya no existes

You left me empty
Hollowed and empty
Me dejaste vacío
Hueco y vacío

Cantando en otro lenguaje pa' que no me entiendes
No quiero que sepas cuánto me duele
No quiero verte
Quiero tenerte
Todos los días
Todos los días

Flew too high
Clouded my peace of mind
How'd I expect so much?
You made me feel so young

You left me empty
Hollowed and empty

I did something been real bad
I don't think it can wait
It'll break my love for you
But yours for me might change
The weight kept me from you
Your faith kept you from truth
When I, when I was kissing him, I was seeing you
I'm not sure what to do

It's not that I didn't love you
It's not that I didn't trust you
I did (I did), I swear (I Swear)

(Life's unfair) You never took that path (ah)
I would have married you (would have married you)
But you won't live like that (you can't live like that)
'Cause you had lives to chose

If you're taking this backwards (don't)
If you're taking this backwards (don't, yeah)
If you're taking this backwards (wait, wait)
If you're taking us back, backwards

It's not that I didn't love you
It's not that I didn't trust you
I did (I did), I swear (I Swear)
Life's unfair

It won't be easy
Betting against me
Love when you kiss me
Don't hold it against me

Ride around with my bitch
Ride around, hand on my dick
He grabbing the throat with his hands
Saying I drive too quick
Saying he don't drive stick, wanna ride my dick
I cannot act like I'm average (I'm not)
You know that I am the baddest bitch
Goyard my trunk, I be travelin' (travelin', travelin', travelin')

Watch how you move, yeah
Independent, ain't ya?
My fault, I just don't trust you
Yeah, that's him
My fault that I can't love you
Yeah

Swear I used to be more intimate, but have you heard?
I changed so much, but have you heard?
I can't move how I used to
What you're used to, yeah

It won't be easy
Betting against me
Love when you kiss me
Don't hold it against me

Used to be f*cking you way back in May
Like the Benz, you used to say that I talk to you sweet
M&M
I got cherries on my fleece, leaving stains all on my jeans
And I like the way you speak, swear I leave before you leave, though
We can still be friends, I'ma f*ck in the end
Hope you don't get mad, skirt off in my Benz
Said I like it when you talk to me, like it when you talk, like it when you talk to me

Swear I used to be more intimate, but have you heard?
I changed so much, but have you heard?
I can't move how I used to
What you're used to, yeah

It won't be easy
Betting against me
Love when you kiss me
Don't hold it against me

Stop acting like I would leave
There's just no way
For this life, we made
For your life, I prayed
Keep your arms around me
Baby, please exhaust me
I don't wanna get you off me
Hold me while you can
Hold me while you can

Hold me, hold me, hold me
Hold me
Hold me

And I won't be right be right here
And I won't be by your side
Won't be by your side
Like I said, I would

Stole the life right from me
In your eyes I can find a way
Who am I to you when our worlds collide?
I'm on standby, all I wanted was you to be
Free, free, free
And I won't be right be right here
And I won't be by your side
Won't be by your side
Won't be by your side
Like I said, I would

You're making me feel insecure about things I ain't thought about in years
You're bringing out my fears
And I don't see you anymore, but the words you left me are always in my ears
Always in my tears
You're a gentleness my body just won't forget
You're a handprint on my heart I just can't possess

It don't matter if it's twenty-five years, twenty-five months
It don't matter if it's twenty-five days, it was real love
We got too much history
So don't just dispose of me
You can leave me for twenty-five days, twenty-five months
You can leave me for twenty-five years, I'll never give up
We got too much history
So don't just dispose of me

Can we try again?
You know we had potential
In the middle of the night
I was by your side
You would hold me tight
Only you and I know
(How'd you let go?)

It don't matter if it's twenty-five years, twenty-five months
It don't matter if it's twenty-five days, it was real love
We got too much history
So don't just dispose of me
You can leave me for twenty-five days, twenty-five months
You can leave me for twenty-five years, I'll never give up
We got too much history
So don't just dispose of me

Winter gave me that bliss
Spring, you got up and left
I spent a summer by myself
Wonder why my year still ain't really hit
Used to be in Montana
No post, no cameras
Living life real bold
No phones unanswered
Innocent, I'm clean
Prince like Diana
Dick in your psyche?
Pardon me and my manors

How are you living your life? Oh
How you keep livin' a lie? You do

How are you living your life?
'Cause I ain't been doing alright here (oh)
How are you living your life? (Oh, no)
'Cause I don't feel nothing inside here
(Give me your life)
(Give me advice, I don't know what I don't know)
(Give me your life)
How are you living your life? (Give me your life)
'Cause I ain't been doing alright here (I don't know what)

House need renovations
Spendin' bread on vacation
Skipping dinner, too cold
Code red violation
All I got is white tees
Indulge in my fixations
Loving you naive
Made me way too patient
Stop acting like you been there, you don't know me (no)
Talking 'bout what you don't know, you gon' end up OZ (no)
Know you only reaching out 'cause you feeling lonely
Childish the way you act, you bringing back the old me (no)

How are you living your life?
'Cause I ain't been doing alright here (yeah)
How are you living your life?
How you gon' give me advice?
Are you gon' tell me I'm right?
'Cause I don't got nothing inside here (oh)
Give me your life (how you gon', how you gon')
Give me advice, I don't know what I don't know
(How you gon', how you gon')
Give me your life, give me advice
How are you living your life?
'Cause I ain't been doing alright here

If meadows was a man, would you trade me for your land?
Mine still have a misty dew
Something I can offer you
If I could get the chance, would you train me with your hands?
Hold me with a magnitude
That takes me to a better view

Mm, okay, I'm not sure how to start this
I remember I finished a job
And I was too scared to go back to the US
It was, like, second-wave COVID in Europe
And, um, I was going from Budapest to Switzerland
That was a place that I could get to-to buy some time
And figure out what I would do before Christmas
And I also arrived, um, very shattered
Uh, I'd had an incredible time on a job
But my heart was, uh, pretty shattered by something
And, uh, and I remember walking
I think it must've been Lucerne
I remember thinking the, the saying like, um, "It brought me to my knees"
And it was this sort of residential area
And I remember just literally being kind of brought to my knees
By a park bench, and, um
And I remember asking the park bench to come alive and save me
'Cause I didn't feel like there was kind of any moment past that moment
But there was, there was
I can't believe I'm sending you this

If grief could burn us out
We'd turn to coal
There's someone in your life
That heals your wounds
Bereft inside your heart
It grows like wombs
The wax always gets poured inside the mold

The light glows through the sheets
We lie beneath
Your body covers me
Reminding me
Remembered I'm awake
'Cause I forgot
We're silent like the trees
A silent subtlety
For only you and me
You and me, oh

If grief could burn us out
We'd turn to coal
There's someone in your life
That heals your wounds
Bereft inside your heart
It grows like wombs
The wax always gets poured inside the mold

The light glows through the sheets
We lie beneath
Your body covers me
Reminding me
Remembered I'm awake
'Cause I forgot
We're silent like the trees
A silent subtlety
For only you and me
You and me

I've been ignorant, I can be like that
We don't conversate, we just burn our backs
Lying on a star, we still stay intact
You're my only one, I can promise that
If we go to hell, you can hold my hand
Brace yourself, water pulls the sand
Before you leave, give me one more dance
Before you leave, give me one more dance

For only you and me
Give me one more dance
Before you go
Before you go, oh