Here we go again, another bout with this shit
This slippery slope I'm in, down in a ditch
I thought I left you in Chicago, thought I'd never see you again
But here we are, pull up a chair, defeat me again
Because the year that I had was full of fear and collapse
This shit reverted me back like I f*ckin' relapsed
Come on Matthew, drink that NyQuil in the fridge
Then go load a rifle, I'll meet you at the bridge
Go get the pain killers, you know it's in your genetics
To be a drug addicted piece of shit, there's no opposing the rhetoric
That's why you be questioning, like what type of person am i
And im here to tell you that you ain't deserving of life
The devil may cry
And he may never say why
He'll just live in his sins
Until the day that he dies
He may make it to heaven, he may make it to hell
But ones thing's for certain, he'll go down by himself
The devil may cry
And he may never say why
He'll just live in his sins
Until the day that he dies
He may make it to heaven, he may make it to hell
But ones thing's for certain, he'll go down by himself
My mind is cursed with these lies
It f*ckin' hurts all the time
I feel alone in this world, nobody heard all my cries
They just neglect and expect me to bury my life
And tend to their needs like no one's worried 'bout mine
Super heroes can bleed so why do I feel guilty when I...
Aw, quit with the pity, those actions were yours
You weren't in love with your ex, you called her bitches and whores
And what about Jamie, you could have taken that heroin from him
It's your fault that he died and all his mistakes, you'll inherit 'em from him
So put that knife to your wrist
Take my advice 'cause you won't even be missed
Take action for all of your flaws
Quit masking 'em like it isn't your fault
Quit blaming me for the outcome
Because I'm the demon that you can't ever outrun
Quit making excuses when you blow out your fuses
Because the truth is you ain't nothing but useless
I'm spiraling out and I don't see no escape
I'm no Superman, I'm burning my cape
My kryptonite is my shame
When I lay in the night rotting my brain
Thinking of every mistake that I'm judged for
And the ones I haven't forgave, the blood pours
From my heart and my soul but I know that I'm much more
Keep telling yourself lies but evil dwells in them eyes
There's no help to reprise that facade so just accept your demise
The sooner the better so sit down and write you a letter
And say your goodbyes
Because you don't even matter so just help improve all their lives
The devil may cry
And he may never say why
He'll just live in his sins
Until the day that he dies
He may make it to heaven, he may make it to hell
But ones thing's for certain, he'll go down by himself
The devil may cry
And he may never say why
He'll just live in his sins
Until the day that he dies
He may make it to heaven, he may make it to hell
But ones thing's for certain, he'll go down by himself