RETRIBUTION Video (MV)

I don't get it, why these demons hate me
I admit it, life been gettin' hazy
Everyday I'm waking up, feels like the same thing
But still I'm headed towards the money for the taking
Feel like I'm born in this world to be the one they hate
They think I'm stupid, I observe everything that they say
My family lookin, they concerned with the music I make
Behind the lyrics I'm disturbed with the drugs that I take
I hope you feeling my pain, I know I wasn't a saint
I've been way too scared to change, I'm the only one to blame
Tryna spread my wings, just to get out my brain
I've been counting my days, I just wanna feel safe
All my brothers that done lost they life
For they lost souls, best believe I'd up that fye
I cannot show any tears that I should cry
I'm always on go, Adderall determines my life
Honestly I don't know how much time I have, been tryna make the wrongs right
Possibly gon' do this shit until god says its my time
I just hope they see that I struggle to pick the right side
But that's alongside, unable to sleep at night
I know you'll return when I make it
That'll confirm what I've stated
I don't know what my fate is
Only know that when I'm breaking
I don't get it, why these demons hate me
I admit it, life been gettin' hazy
Everyday I'm waking up, feels like the same thing
But still I'm headed towards the money for the taking