deadweight! Video (MV)

Here
Right here inside my room
Right here in solitude
Cutting before I met you
Blood hits the floor for you
You laugh when faced and hate with haste
My energy gets used and ate
My hatred grows with your distaste
So let me step back in my place
I'm out of patience
I think about suicide
I'm asking things like "who am I?"
Always asking "where's the signs of Christ?"
But I'm met with silent cries from my mind
Here
Right here inside my room
Right here in solitude
Cutting before I met you
Blood hits the floor for you
Here
Right here inside my room
Right here in solitude
Cutting before I met you
Blood hits the floor for you
It gets so lonely when you're down
I know it's funny to say, when you've been wearing that frown
And I've been doing okay
Looks like I'm making it out
But I've been faking a face
I'm so enveloped in doubt
You wear that crown up on your throne
You act so high, yet stoop so low
Another reason to hate
Another bridge to be blown
The blood is staining my wrists
A trophy you've made your own
I often just sat and cried
I like to distance myself from I
I hate the looks I give myself
Now you sit there looking unsatisfied
Here
Right here inside my room
Right here in solitude
Cutting before I met you
Blood hits the floor for you
Here
Right here inside my room
Right here in solitude
Cutting before I met you
Blood hits the floor for you