On Deck - Car Full of Killers (feat. XZIBIT) Lyrics

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
Yeah
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
Welcome
Too many people have died right in front of me
You could only do so much, there's only one of me

People talking crazy, they must want to bleed
They must be blind, they don't want to see
Exotic smoke and dirty needles and crack pipes
That's what I seen in the tenderloin last night

Murder cases and dope dealers with two strikes
That'll do anything to start a new life
But their old ways haunt them like a bad dream
House full of leather couches and flat screens

Fake smiles from people that really envy you
They don't like you at all, but they pretend they do
You see the LPs all through the tennis shoes
You notice everyone's eating except for you

And next to you, another man's on the wrong side
So strap up, because it's going to be a long ride
When the beef pops off and we all ride
Got a car full of killers and we all high

I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
I'm looking back, God damn, it's been a long ride
I put my heart in it, I'll make this song dry

I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
If we all die, then why the f*ck we living here
I did for a year and plenty more have disappeared

I got a car full of killers and we all high
And we all got one thing on our minds
Good weed and crazy coke and throwaways
Nightmares of the shit we did that won't go away

I'm seeing shit that makes me ask God, why
He had to be at the wrong place at the wrong time
Don't stumble, I'm from it, so it's overcast
What's the meaning of life

I know it's more than cash
Smoking flasks from gunshots, a murder scene
I got the car, he said it's an emergency
Now I'm waiting at the house, where's my pistol at

They killed a homie and now it's time to get him back
God telling me no, and I can't lie
I'd rather stay home, but I gotta ride
When the beef pops off and we all ride

Got a car full of killers and we all high
I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
I'm looking back, God damn, it's been a long ride

I put my heart in it, I'll make this song cry
I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
The 29th and he's stressing over rent checks

He ain't got it, he's sick of being in debt
It's on site with a couple more people now
So he leaves the house with the desert eagle now
He's a chained man and there ain't no turning back

He's seen the lights turn off, that's the murder run
Ran as fast as he could and wasn't fast enough
They took him out of the game because they've had enough
Back and forth and I'm asking if it ever ends

I keep losing friends, I had to move again
Third house, St. City, shit's getting old
20 P's on that Kush, can I get him sold
20 P's on his head and he doesn't know

Will we keep him alive or does he have to go
I don't know when it pops and we all rise
I got a club full of killers and we all high
When the beat pops off and we all rise

Got a club full of killers and we all high
I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
I'm looking for that God damn, really long ride

I put my heart in it, I make the song dry
I look up in the sky and ask God, why
What's the meaning of life if we all die
All praise is due to the Most High

And everything perceived by my third eye
I was raised a Jehovah's Witness
Found quickly nothing was in it
F*ck that organized religion, I'm a soldier with a vision

Addiction was not an option
Give me a fighting chance, I'll fight any nigga in tropical
Yeah, I see motherf*ckers get mutilated
Separated, disintegrated, I barely made it

Yeah, you motherf*ckers don't want none
Gatlin, I named my own son after a huge gun
That means I'm really with the bullshit
And I don't waste no time

My time is precious in the bullpen