OneDayRo - Help Me (feat. Tsuinami) Lyrics

I'm so sorry... please help me
Forgive me... I need you
I mean it, I love you...
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt

There's something in the air but it ain't love
It's a question, unasked, lack of self trust
No self respect, yet I self hate so much
I Can't stand myself, im in need of a crutch

Need somebody to give me love that feels right
Don't have an idea what it feels like
I know I could've made you mine, but
I'm an idiot, i can't read the signs
I always say I'm good but I don't feel fine
I need somebody, to kill me or kill time

This ain't right, no clue what i can be yet
Tired of everything, man I need a reset
Decisions, unmade, i'll always regret
Yet remember them all, i can't forget

I can't act like I'm ready cant act like im wise
Need to take a chance, just f*cking try
I need help, but can't ask, dont know why
I'm so sick and tired of these lies

That you supplied, I'm hearing it
But my lack of experience
Is the reason that I'm sittin here, fearin shit
Can't calm down, I'm an emotional bitch

No one did anything, no pain was dealt
Because this right here is a different kind of hell
Wish somebody knew the way that i felt
I can't love somebody, I don't love myself
I need help

I'm so sorry... please help me
Forgive me... I need you
I mean it, I love you...
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt

I don't know why I need help, but I'm hoping it's from you
You're my guardian angel, you light me up when I'm blue
I'm in a dark place, you're my only sense of light
I feel so messed up, but you make me feel alright

Don't why I'm like this, I just feel so alone
Can't go to anyone whenever my smiles gone
Can't help myself, why does this happen to me
I'm in so much pain, why can't anyone see

I really hate the person that I've grown to be
Please I'm calling for anyone, just to help me
I'm crying... again, this happens every day
It's not your actions, it's cause what you don't say

I hate how I don't know what's In store
I miss the way it was with us before
I hate how I'm feeling, I'm just feeling insecure
I don't know how much longer I could take it anymore

I wish I was able to speak, but I just don't know how
I don't want your help later, baby I want your help now
I wish I knew all of the words that I should say
I need you, you're the only one that makes me feel okay

The way I was acting, no excuses, I should've been better
I'm in a bad place right now, this is my apology letter
It's an apology that I'm praying that you can accept
You're the greatest person I know, without the your help I'm a wreck

I'm so sorry... please help me
Forgive me... I need you
I mean it, I love you...
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt
I need your help
Can't do it myself
Only you could kill the feelings I've felt