Homebound Video (MV)

Went to college, got a degree, don't put it to use
Can't see myself behind a desk in some shoes and a suit
My Uncle call me when he broke or drunk on his ass
I rarely answer, and hardly ever call him back
Can't take the burden uh ya mistakes
When I'm makin' my own, burnin' all this weed tryna make me a song
Searchin' for myself every couple uh months
Understandin' it's a forever hunt, and that i'm steady changin'
Yea I used to fight it, but no more complainin'
I just take the signs for what they are and then start rearrangin'
Janelle just lost her moms while I'm beefin' with mine
But I still need some time before we reconcile
And Brittney like my sister, I swear I would do anything to make you happy
That ain't change, put that on everything
But what good am I to you if I ain't good to myself
I thought we was pushin' for good mental health
She a teacher now, I couldn't be more proud
Days in that champagne Honda Civic leavin' O-town, homebound
(Queens)
Tellin' me I could do it all, yea, words I needed to hear
And since it'll be a minute until the next time we talk - I guess I should just say it here
Heart of a saint, mind of a fighter, got the blood of a Queen, they won't put out ya fire
Aye, Perk, I love you sis
I'll f*ck up a good thing if you let me
Wipe the tears from my cheek, awaitin' the day me and Ruby gun speak
We left it wrong, it's all my fault, I'll f*ck up a good thing if you let me
I told you that from day one
Wish I woulda seen the change up, but f*ck it, no lookin' back
Losin' someone close to me, yea I was never good at that
You know what we had, was more than what we had
Relationship ain't work, thought our friendship was in tact, uh
How you tried to split like a nigga wasn't attached
Like a nigga was all trash, like the shit was all bad
I don't feel it, but I forgive you, cuz in my spirit I know that you was goin' through Whatever you was goin' through
Transformative period, guess I wasn't supposed to go witchu, uh
Hard pill to swallow
No promises for tomorrow, I'm drownin' all in this bottle, the money is still the motto
But all the money in the world ain't better than makin' sure we solid
F*ck what you heard, uh
Yea
But all the money in the world ain't better than makin' sure we solid, f*ck what you heard