Only Child - LOVE4U Lyrics

How much better can I show my love
Can I rip my heart until it's broke enough
My notepad's red like I can see the rust
Wish I saved those snaps before they turned to dust
Emotional waves like I can feel the rush
I know you took the blame, but it was both of us
How much better can I show it? We ain't perfect and we know it
Close my eyes, I see a vision, tryna find a way to flow it
Writin' words and they were so vile, runnin' out a whole mile
Rapper, warrior, ninja, but I didn't fit the profile
Mindless shit that I called rap
Batteries back in my back
Hop the fence and go in the back
Shady shit, I did a lot of that
Cartier frames, can you see through that
Conceited views that turned my mindset whack
Faceless voice, I can't escape that fact
Alone at night, I hear it say, relax
Could I write a whole album, spend a hundred thousand
Water on my neck like I dipped it in a fountain
Tryin' to forget it, can I get so high
Close my eyes, and not a day went by
I can still picture that goddamn room
Place I was when I said goodbye
How much better can I show my love
Can I rip my heart until it's broke enough
My notepad's red like I can see the rust
Wish I saved those snaps before they turned to dust
Emotional waves like I can feel the rush
I know you took the blame, but it was both of us
Oh man, goddamn, I can feel them butterflies
Dark night, cold room, couldn't look me in my eyes
We were doing those things that your daddy told you not to
Praying that my parents didn't find you
Now the only dark is tinted windows with a night view
Watch out for them butterflies, they might bite you
Do you think of Sisyphus as happy
Don't know where to go when the feelings get nasty
How much better can I show my love
How much better can I show my love for you
How much better can I show my love
How much better can I show my love for you