Onlywav - Find My Self Lyrics

Back and forth with the issues
Got a knife in my hand
Had to find my steps
Had to custom lose ends
Had to find my self
Put the team on my back
Wanna ice my drip
First I gotta send my Mama on a trip

I took a loss and I came back from nothin
Shout out my plug because he kept 'em coming
I grab a couple if I like the number
I break it and stretch it jus to make it double
I need the whole I can't do the halftime
Hittin' home runs in my past time
160 on the dashboard
If it look shaky ima do the dash boy
She always mad I'm always MIA
Told her I never been to Miami
She wanna live like she from the valley
She'll do whatever for a couple thousand
Shit, I can't judge her I'll take my talents to whatever city for a couple thousand
I cannot sleep til I got carpel tunnel then Ima jus go and get a money counter
Ain't got no love for no-one from my past time
I fell in love with the cash flow
I cannot sleep til the pack come
I get a rush from the addy and stack up
Keep a nigga at the back door
Only the real ones around me
Stand up niggas that pledge they allegiance
I jus call 'em if I need 'em
Yo teachers told you you wouldn't be shit
Don't get no trophy for proving 'em wrong
My teachers told me I could be a star if I got on my grind
I jus had to stay focused
I don't feed all my niggas jus give em a plate
Turn on the light and I show 'em the way
Some of us just needed motivation

Back and forth with the issues
Got a knife in my hand
Had to find my steps
Had to custom lose ends
Had to find my self
Put the team on my back
Wanna ice my drip
First I gotta send my Mama on a trip