Stormy night and hurricanes
That shit won't go away
Bright lights and dangerous Fights
I feel like I'm locked away
Need a way to escape
Losing blood just isn't the same
I'm scared of needles but not the Knifes
The one that's gonna cost me
My life
I don't even fight
I let that shit go straight to my Wrist
At nights I can't take this life
Bullied about my skin
So I used chemicals to get rid
Of the pimples
So now it burns when I cry
Don't know what to do
I sound so wack
People telling me I can talk it out
But I don't know what to say
Besides
It's to late
I'm just a mistake
My dad don't text back
I guess its for the best
No one gets close
I'm a huge mess
Cause all I am is dead weight
Survivals on my mind
But suicides saying
How would people feel without you
Think about it you'd better place dude
No one would have to carry you
Look at you
Always afraid you gonna hurt Someone
What did you do
Look at you
Your to ugly to date dude
Your miserable
Finally listening
To the messages thats been given
Girls give mixed signals
Cause their too afraid too say no
They know you'll go home
And lose yourself in the pills bro
When did you get so low
This wasn't me all you
And now that your prone
I make you feel alone
No ones going though this
Just you
All alone
You cause this mess
Man
Just put yourself to rest
A piece of led should finish the Best
I love to make you feel less
Cause all you are is dead weight
I can't do this
Someone get me medication
For the heart ache
I'm losing my feelings with Music
Once that's done
I'll probably pick up a gun
My minds right
Who would care after a month right
Wanting to see the bright light
Cutting people out of my life
I hate to fight
Why did I pick up the knife
Nothing feels right
I'm tired of these night
I have no might
I try to write
To get it out of my sight
Despite it being hidden in a line
Telling people I'm fine
The same lie
It's worked a couple of times
Others could tell I wanted to die
Why do I live this life
Nothing in sight
I swear they'll be one fatal night
When I'm not afraid to die
Picking up that kitchen knife
Looking at my main vain
Cause all we are is dead weight