No matter how much I believe
Happiness will never be
A reality for me
After my ex D
Cheated on me
Guess she didn't see
What she really was to me
A queen
Then she left
Broke my heart
Parents made smart remarks
Sat alone in the dark
Didn't know where to start
Felt my world fall apart
Dad left me
I see how it be
Don't know half my family
Sad that's how it has to be
I don't need no sympathy
Get away from me
This is how is has to be
I don't even know myself
Am I in it for the wealth
Nightmares decaying my health
People telling me to be myself
All of this just overwhelms
Quicker if I kill myself
Lead though my head
And everythings put to rest
No more of this stress
No more being in distressed
No more being depressed
Everyone loses Interest
This monster in my head
Won't stop until I'm dead
When will this nightmare end
Constant pain
Feel like blow'n my brains out
Demons won't quite down
Do I sound insane now
Plow though the day
With a smile on my face
Of corse is fake
What do you want me to say
That's me everyday
If you're going through pain
Understand it's a normal thing
Suicides always on my brain
Parents would call it a shame